Ten notes for one moment, played on repeat.

While I Wait for News

Play it whenever the waiting gets loud: checking your phone, imagining the call, reading too much online. It takes two or three minutes. Let it loop, and when it ends, do one ordinary thing that needs your hands, like washing the dishes or taking a short walk.

Read by Ivy
  1. Waiting for news is hard. No wonder my mind keeps going back to it.
  2. The results are already what they are. Worry can’t change them, so I set it down.
  3. Worst cases fill the silence. They’re thoughts, and they can pass.
  4. No searching online tonight. Answers will come from someone who knows my case.
  5. Today is still here, and it needs me.
  6. I tell people I trust that I’m waiting. Saying it out loud helps me carry it.
  7. A walk or a meal with someone keeps my days gently full.
  8. Whatever the news is, I’ll meet it with support. I’ve faced hard things before.
  9. Three slow breaths before I check my phone again. The call will come when it comes.
  10. Right now, I’m breathing and I’m here. I can wait one more hour.

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Why it’s written this way

Waiting for results is a particular kind of hard: there is nothing to do, and your mind fills the empty space with the worst possibilities. This loop doesn’t tell you the news will be good, because no one can promise that. It helps you carry the waiting.

It starts by saying that the worry makes sense, then offers a fact that can loosen its grip: the results already exist, and worrying won’t change them. The next notes handle the common traps, worst-case thinking and searching online late at night, and bring you back to today.

Then the loop turns to support and to ordinary activity, two things that make waiting more bearable. The note about whatever the news is doesn’t pretend to know the outcome. It reminds you that you won’t face it alone. The last note shrinks the wait to one hour, which is always something you can manage.

A loop like this isn’t a replacement for care. If anxiety is getting in the way of your days, talk to a doctor or a therapist. If you’re struggling or thinking about harming yourself, you can call or text 988 in the US (Suicide & Crisis Lifeline), or find a helpline in your country at findahelpline.com.